When life hands you lemons, you really have to make lemonade. And that is what I'm doing at this moment. Making lemonade. I have been being a mom, teacher, mentor, and all the above except for doing the things that I love. I loved blogging and creating content that made me feel great about myself. Not only that, but people enjoyed it as well.
Life completely got in the way of me trying to be present for everyone and everything. Life seriously handed me anxiety and depression all at once. I found myself fighting something that I did not know how really existed. When people say they are battling the stresses of anxiety please believe them because it does happen. I didn't know if I was coming or if I was going. I didn't know what my triggers were, I just know this thing was happening and it had to be a way to survive it.
I was in and out of the hospital because of ANXIETY. I started to focus on what was my causes and what helped me. Diving into figuring out who I was in the process seemed to help and voicing how I felt led me to a breakthrough.
Now I am at a point where I want to live life without limits and do everything that I put my mind to even if it's not perfect. As long as I am doing it, that is all that counts.